i'm ready to be done with every thing i HAVE to do.
i want to quit college .
all of my attempts are inevitably futile.
forget the damn Ph.D !
forget the finals i have to take next week!
i want to call it quits.
nothing means anything any more .
i wish life had an inbox,
so i could mail in my two weeks notice.
not going to kill myself.
just killing my dreams ,
because i don't even know what i want anymore.
and if i don't know , then i'm surely a lost cause.
part of me wishes to be a selfish child , holed up in my room.
focusing on what makes me happy , neglecting all responsibilities ,
doing everything and anything i want...just so i don't have to stress about all of the ways iv'e potentially screwed my life up , or all of the ways i could screw it up in the future.
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