this song is speaking to my heart tonight.
it's making it ache in every way imaginable.
i hate this damn godforsaken feeling .
i'm tired of the effect of this boy has on me.
i just want to call it quits.
i want to give up .
i'm not good enough for him , and i know it .
i never will be . it's killing me inside to realize this.
but this is a song , that describes my EVERYTHING
with words that i can't seem to find on my own .
this song makes me cry . and hate him , and myself .
i'm a coward . no wonder i'm hateful and bitchy .
i spend most of my time being so damn mad at myself
for not having the nerve to just do something about
probably the best thing in my life .
the guy that wandered in on a December after noon ,
the middle of seventh grade. the one who left me fumbling
for things to say , and made me feel like an idiot
for making eye contact with him .
the one that took me three years of friendship
just to get the nerve to give him a hug!
i am so beyond helpless when it comes to him .
why is it me that has to figure everything out ?
why can't he take initiative?
WHY?
6 Months , by Hey Monday.
*VERSE* :You're the direction I follow ,to get home.
When I feel like I can't go on ,you tell me to go.
And it's like I can't feel a thing ,without you around
And don't mind me if I get weak in the knees,
Cuz you have that effect on me ,You do.
*CHORUS* : Everything you say, every time we kiss, I can't think straight.
But I'm okay. And I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss,
As much as I hate missing you.
*VERSE* :Months going strong now ,and no goodbye.
Unconditional, unoriginal, always by my side.
Meant to be together ,meant for no one but each other.
You love me ,I love you harder so..
*CHORUS *
*VERSE* : So please, give me your hands.
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal.
Steal a heart as fast as you stole mine ,as you stole mine.
Yeah .
*CHORUS*
So please ,give me your hands
So please just take my hand.
