one year since i was last in a highschool classroom .
one year since i walked the stage at arco arena and got a diploma.
one year since the bbq , and being surrounded by extended family.
it's been a freaking year , and what do i have to show for it ?
a few stupid units at a damn community college .
even more uncertainty about the rest of my life.
an even deeper hole in my heart.
a realization that on june second , it's been precisely a year since the last time
i saw the boy who means the world to me.
A FUCKING YEAR!?!
it feels like he's been gone for an eternity !
i hate this feeling .
i honestly wonder if all of this bullshit is even worth it!
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